i'm in love?..again?

This is just insane,

to think i might be..or might not?

It's confusing, why would i be?

as in like..

wow?

some people might say

"u have butterflies in ur stomach eh?"

i'm like

" i don't really know"

i'm confuse..do i?

in fact i don't know i am confuse or not?

oh crap!

it's just like running into a bull,

charging towards u but u still run towards it

and u just don't wanna stop

until u're hurt.

and when tat bull trampled on u, u felt the pain

yet u continue..

run and fight until u achieve something..

u just continue till to the end.

and then u felt the joy of it?

joy yet sad?

what is this?

being hurt yet felt the pain? ><

why is this like this?

i mean it's nonsense!

it should even be thought of..

ok..

i'm getting off topic =.="

anyway..

wat was i saying?

hmm it's like this...

i don't know what i'm doing?

it seems i'm just walking on something..

tat might just end up not right?

or just a fairytail which should never exist?

should it be?

can it be?

it's nonsense..

life like that after all..

just feel the thrill of it eh? xD

oh well...

ok..i'm really off topic now..

0.0 oh well xD haha

i'll just enjoy while i have it ;)

Selfsh-ness...

It just hard..

to keep myself not to be selfish..

i kept it to myself, not letting it out.

Not letting anyone to know..

just keep silent it in my heart..

in deep heart's core..

for it should never be seal..

to just unseal it..

is impossible..

New song?? o.O

Well today was kinda bored...but at school is quite fun :)

just kinda depressing :P

but anyway when i was bored, i kinda used lyrics from songs to create a new one..

*kinda fits my life? i don't know whether its kinda true? oh well xD*

enjoy?? xD

It's gonna be me!

you.you

you're the reason for the tear drops on my guitar,

baby,it's the way you make me,

kinda get me crazy never wanna stop loving you!

All the way

shinning like the northern star,

and you got a smile that could light up this whole town,

I stay up and think of you.

Looking through the window,

strolling on the road,

thinking of you,

i wish for a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too.

You make me smile like the sun,

just one look at you

What do you want from me?

You took my heart away,

Love love love

Baby tell me one,two,three

1 thing to do, 3 words to say.

That's what i do,

and it's like baby,baby,baby oh~

can't you tell me that you'll always be mine..mine.

But now it's over!

Your're only gonna break break your break break my heart

Am i that easy?

To be hurt?

To be step on?

Your my heart,heart,heart,heart,heart breaker!

The magic is gone,

I can't excite you anymore.

Goodbye my love,

Last farewell....

and yea..it ends here :P

wonder if it's ok...

this is just a combination of lyrics..no copyright..=.=

and here are the songs i took the lyrics from ^~^

=it's gonna be me-backstreet boys

=tear drops on my guitar-taylor swift

=heart ache by (i'm not sure :P) sry

=you belong with me-taylor swift

=smile-uncle kracker

=what do you want from me?-adam lambert

=you took my heart away-michel learns to rock

=baby-justin bieber

=1..2..3..-(a band i forgot the name)

=dreaming of you-selena

=i don't care-2ne1

=break your heart-taio cruz *kinda change the sequence of you and me*

=am i tat easy-u-kiss

= heart-breaker-G.dragon

=ignorance-paramore *gt this lyrics from qao*

=last farewell-big bang

and yea..tat's the list of songs ^~^

hehex...kinda like a story line for me? i don't know :p

hahahahahahahahaha

k bye~~

As always~....

Today~~~

kinda same as usual...

nth much but went to lavania's deepavali open house~

it was AWESOME!!

later came back...

felt empty...

like REAL empty....

try to figure it out..

found out d...

*****emo-ness came into me*******

haiz....

duno y must like this...

dun wan to continue it...

but FAIL!

haiz...

sad la...

T^T

today wan't to be forget everything wan..

but suddenly saw..then remember..then emo-ing

haiz..haiz..haiz..

look at the clear dark blue sky..

the clouds are so nice..

see the stars..but only found the satellite..

haiz..nvm lo..treat it as a star :P

then later look again..

tears fill my eye? NAH

just feel real empty..

something's missing...really missing...

10a.m-5p.m

Today sooo fun xD~~

get to play badminton and also eat and talk? hehex~

hmm let's see..i went with renee!!shen wei!!tang yuan!! eunice!! and one guy i forgot the name ==ll

lolz~ but still very fun get to play double's :P

then later ate some rm9.90 sandwich OOll super expensive but nice la

then later go play badminton again xD

later play half way gt one guy took a veeeeeerrrrrryyyyyyy lond broom..*i can't stop laughing*

tat's y i play not so good cause can't stop laughing!

the stick so funnny!!!

hahahahahahaha!!

then later goo eat lunch, ate some food..ok lo go cafeteria*not so expensive lo :D*

then go to one reading room? read some books there but lazy so close the book

then later go to the court again *sooo dark!!!*

nvm lo i and renee go play~~

i improve adi~~

then later shen wei they all come in lo..

renee finger hurt d so teman her go to the sink there

later come in ask her dun play d if not later more pain..

then later play badminton with the guy i duno the name

after tat play with shen wei lo

during the games ,non-stop say FAIL!!

xD hahahahaha!!

then later they go out,i and renne go sit at the swimming pool there

then we go makan..

order some tom yam soup and coffee mocha(this is nice~)

the tom yam soup sooo spicy!! non-stop drink water ==ll

sad weih haiz haiz haiz...

then later go play badminton again for a while then balik~~but still today sooo fun!!

can release stress~~and also improve my badminton skill "D!!!

~~~~ooooo~~~

the end xD hahaha!!

IT's just a ongoing life to be enjoy! XD

Hey are you ok? You look sad.
It's just normal for me to say to a person "i'm ok, i'm just bored ."
BUT
the truth in my heart was "i'm not, i'm crying inside.It just hurts too much."

Hey what are u doing?
Usually i would say "Nothing, i'm just staring in the space."
BUT
the truth i was looking somewhere, somewhere beyond your knowing.

Anyway it's just a message to say don't judge a person on what they say. Judge a person by their movement. Find and look on where they are looking. Give a pat when they look down then only ask what had happen. Concentrate when they are talking for they know if u are giving your attention to them or not.

Overall..i aso duno why i write this :P~
lolz!
blogging time..wa can see tat quite some time i din write my blog d OOll
so yea now..quite bored..in school gt something happen
sooo..OMG...
i went up the stairs (accidentally at the boys side) to take my book to pass up to pn.theng
the when i went down..suddenly.......the whole thing happen..walau....duno how to say la...now duno how to face *cough cough* == haiz...
very bad day it is...
....
...
...
but quite happy though... :P
haiz...now bored..duno what to do yet!
but thinking..thinking of a solution of all this..
*think like einstein*
.....
still fail XD
aiyo dun wan think d!
just enjoy and go play~hehe..he~
bye bye

kai sheng's b'day party~

Wa today...really crazy weih ==
i kena splash non-stop by the julio, shen wei, yoong jin, suki and a few more ==
at first was like i'm the only person that wasm't wet...then later suki try to splash water at me..
first time fail, second time aso fail, third time lagi fail, fouth time......she success.... :(
lolz..but very fun weih!! can't forget!!
gt a lot of good things happen~ *good things XD*
lolz then aso i feel== too slippery adi,
the floor gt water mix flour OOll..haiz when fell time was embarrassing..but felt good cause first time fall..haiz
overall! it's very fun XD